Done with the past.

I've got phobia of falling in love, do you?

I'm not dwelling in the past, not anymore. You asked me, if I'm still in love with you. Well, yes I do, I still do, few days back. But the problem is, do you? A relationship is worth fighting for, but I can't be the only one fighting. "Always choose the future over the past." - That's what pple say. And therefore, no matter how much I loved you, no matter how much it hurts, I'm leaving. I'm leaving you, I'm leaving the past. And yes, I'm done with us ; Move on.

Talking otp with Tze Siong nao, and its nearly 3a.m. ! Tsk shall sleep soon! Heehee Tuesday holiday, can't wait! Bye hunks and babes!

Kelly is back.

When you're gone, my heart don't stop bleeding.

Hi hunks and babes, sorry for not updating my blog regularly, too lazy :x But nao I'm here to update it! *Claps* Finally MYE are over, like finally. And honestly, I screwed it, totally. Even though I did pua stunt during exams, there are still tons of question I have no idea how to do. I don't know how am I gna face my teachers after getting back my paper. And I'll prolly drop from double science to sub science and drop my additional maths. Ho seh lor. (Y)

During the past few days, I've been going home straight after exams. Bathe and changed, then out to meet baby Charmaine. Yeah the one below ^^ She never fail to make me smile. She's damn hyper and I'm lovin' it. Was supposed to study for every meet up. We did studied, but we played more. Heeehee! C'mon, we only have one life, so live it! Wheeeeeeeeee ^o^

Was awfully down for a couple of days. And there was this night, damn jia lat. Every voice of his that I'd heard made me teared. But look, after a few nights of thinkingthinkingthinking, I'm alright nao. Sometimes, pple have to cry all their tears out so there will be enough space in them to take a heart full of smiles! :) Make sense!

And I'm freaking happy. I've got my crazy friends arnd me to make me smile, and laugh like no tml. Heartshearts!

Hi Charmaine Tan, I love you many many!

Loving singlehood.

IMM & Sheesha w/ hunks and babes @ Saturday, 30th April.
Okiey, at lan nao, so shall update my blog. Saturday was funnnnnn. Eff uee ann FUN. Went IMM daiso w/ Charmaine, Denise, Kelvin, Clarance, Ee Tang, Adam, Chee Fong & Mann Ling. Got a few stuffs from Daiso. Played like hell there. There got so many weird and funny things. Had lots of laugh and gossip, esp PAPER COACH. Laughs!
Then trained down to Bugis, Ee Tang went to his dk who house instead. Others headed for SHEESHA! Bus 11 down to Haji Lane. The weather was a bitch. So freaking warm! Went to buy balloons, helium balloons ^^ Carried the balloons arnd, like cute!
Had a hard time searching for a sheesha shop for us. Played helium! So cuteeee! And sad to say we're all underage :( But we managed to get into a shop with our stupid idea. I became 21 straight. Wheeeee! :> Had watermelon w/ Mann Ling, Charmaine and Denise. Others tried gum and peach. Tried gum too, not bad. Cooling cooling one ^^ Watermelon was awesome! Nua there, took some photos, all cui. The lighting there like asdfghjkl only! :< But managed to take a few okok one :) Chit chat, nua, play ~ Funnnnn maximum! 2 hour passed like so fast!
Walked to somewhere to take 67 back lot. Damn hot and humid :( Had an awful time in the bus. Like dizzy only. Managed to pull thru by sleeping. Reached lot, trained back to yew tee. Had dinner and puffpuff. Home @ 9plus. Bathed, use comp, sleep.

1st May, Sunday, studyyy!
Went to study at Teck Whye there. Home a while after that. Short day w/ my babes and hunks :(

2nd May, Monday, study & lannn!
Although I had a veh short day w/ my babes and hunks the day before (1st May), I'm having fun w/ them right nao! Just studied a lil bit @ lot long john. Decided to come lan. Hahaha kinda failed study trip! But its all the fun that matters.

Lastly, I love my babes and hunks.

Study + Daiso.

Love's like a bar of soap.

Once you think you've got hold of it, it's slips away.

Had a fun and long day with my girls, Zhen Ling, Mann Ling and Mei Xing. We've been planning to go Daiso and shop till our ass drop long ago! And we finally fulfilled our wishes today.

So, woke up @ 9, bathe and prepared. Spent almost 1 hour on my eyes, and I still think my eyeliner very cui. F M L. Met them @ lot @ 11 plus. Trained to Jurong East. Walked to IMM. I swear the weather almost killed me.

Like finally, we reached. Felt like god when I went in. Air-con ftw ~ Went Burger King to have lunch. Took some photos, and all like cui T.T Don't know is the lighting not good or what. So moved on to shopping!

Bought some stuffs from Daiso. I think we spent a lot of time in there! We girls are so fickle-minded that we have to consider tons of things before buying something! Heehee :p Kind of happy with what I bought v(^0^)v

Went toilet, re-apply make up and took photos in there too. Did a lot stupid thing in that handicap toilet too! Gosh, love them freaking much. Headed to Garden Plaza. Took a few shots. Started to drizzle so we headed to Long John to eat, again! ^^

Took many photos. All got standard one. Unlike those we took @ Burger King! >:) Heehee I think I ate a lot today! Shuttle bused back to Jurong East and trained back to Lot. Rained ~ Stupid wind keep blowing my hair :@

Went to Long John to find Ee Tang and co. Went to puffpuff with Ee Tang, Swee Seng and Mann Ling. Then went to find Zhenling and Mei Xing. Pierce my left tragus @ bluez. Decided not to re-pierce my right tragus. Don't want it to split! :> Zhen Ling got her helix pierced.

Went to find boyf. Ttly moodless can. Tsk. Went back Long John to study. Okay, we chatted more than studying. Opps :x Heehee, photos below ^^

I like that dollar bill.

Exams coming, ahhhhh save me :( Realized I've got more time to study and do my homework nao, compared to last time. Boyf and friends are all working, so no choice, stay back in school study with Zhen Ling. And finally, tomorrow boyf coming find me. Like finally. Hoho v(^o^)v

Went the sweep tomb thingy last Sunday. Heard that my cousins are going so I went. And luckily, they never bomb me. Wheeeee ~ My mother cheat my feelings by the way. She say cannot wear shorts, like no respect for the dead. Everyone wore shorts there lahhhh, tsk! Good for me, I didn't die from the heat there. I was in skinnies T.T Went to the graveyard too. Not scary at all, so crowded some more. And H O T . 26 people went. Thats a lot! Haha!

Got my specs done yesterday. Imma nerd nao ;) Heehee plain black geeky specs. But I still think I look better w/o specs so gna wear it in school, when having lessons only.

Today, I spent almost 10bucks on food in school. A W E S O M E lor! Haha, I need to stop myself from eating unnecessarily! Kelly, please bear with it! I hope I'd be able to eat lesser tomorrow. Heehee. Stayed back after school. Rain super heavy, plus thunder and lightning. Scary maximum. Went home arnd 7plus.

Gna watch Man Utd and Chelsea match later on, arnd 3. So gna sleep early and wake up early, watch the match, and prepare for school. Awesome plan ;)

Back to blogging.

"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature,

To stop speech when words become superfluous."

Hi pple, I'm back to blogging. Simple reason, I'm too bored. Haha! I've created and deleted my blog several times, ahhhh I hope I won't do that again. Its a little annoying, isn't it?

Anyway, I'm kind of a different Kelly now. I've been thinking through a lot of things these few months, and more or less got a changed mindset.

I no longer trust pple that easily. I used to think that everyone who treats me well could be trusted, I can tell them everything and they would surely not leak my little secrets out. And I believed in whatever they said. I was damn wrong lahhh t(x.x)t So, I learnt not to trust anyone easily and guess what? Life got better! Yay, *Claps* I believe pple appear in your life for a goddamn reason. And those asses who betrayed my trust for them actually taught me a lesson. I think its kind of worth. I got betray now, that's sad, but it's so much better than getting betrayed when I'm older. So thanks asses!

I'm beginning to hate school. I no longer think studying is that important. Its still important but I don't see it that important like I used to anymore. I used to hope that I'll be a great career woman, rich and full of branded stuffs when I grow up. Hmm, but what if I don't live till that day? *Touchwood!* But still, what if? I'd end up wasting my young times studying instead of having fun. I'd regret to the very maximum. So now, I'll still go to school, do what a student should do. But at the same time, Imma play hard too.

I wished life's like drama. No matter how haywire things go, there's still a happy ending. But after all, life's never gna be like drama. Just got to accept things, and smile! Heehee :) Ahhhhh its like 00:00 in 4 minutes time. Gna say report to my lovely bed and sleep on it soon ;)